Do You Know What Today Is?
It's our anniversary: 8 years ago, I moved to Seattle and clapped eyes on this fella I had been talking to on mIRC #gayseattle and knew, all over again, what my gut had already told me about this man: I love him. I will meet him in that constantly re-occuring moment later tonight around 9. Unfortunately, he will be asleep and I will be on a bus with our drum travelling home from drum class (@ Fremont Drum for anyone interested). But it will happen and we will kiss again outside that house in starlight and wonder that our mouths could fit so perfectly, that spit could taste so good.
It's our anniversary: 2 years ago, I sat nervously in Mom and Pop Franson's bedroom with Kris and Xandi holding in my feelings about Merging with this man I love so much. Holding in the grief of my mothers not being there, holding in the love choking my throat, holding in and ready to boil out and over that is until I saw his face and man, I was a believer all over again. His smile took all my worry and concerns away. He extended his hand and I reached for it and we met in a kiss I can still feel. All the hunger and love and care.
Do you know what today is? It's our anniversary.
Labels: meeting anniversary, Merge anniversary
posted by Ergane @ 1:24 PM
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